hangging out with the Boys!

today..im hanging out with my boyfriends..awsome! gonna miss them after this..no jamming,no lepaking no laughing with them..last hanging out for this year i think..coz tommorow im leaving to Miri..

today..we all hanging out at waterfront..then, lepak at Open Air..after that, jamming..we all have some fun today..when im with them..i feel happy cause they are funny! i always happy when im going out with my friends!

we'll meet again after christmas! see u soon guys! gonna miss this moment! take care of my boifren! aahaha..

im Leaving Tomorrow..

hi guys..i leaving tomorrow..im going to Miri..a bit sad..

coz im will be far apart from my Mr.Obey..but a bit excited!

im going to meet my niece..Dedeq!

mom say we will use 7am's express..it so early..may be i will use afternoon bus..

then, preparing for youth convention at Borneo Rainforest Resort for 3 days!

i dont bring much things..i just bring a lil cloths..my sis and a lots of

my cousin will join that convention of course..

feel excited bout it.. hopefully we all been blessed..then. next journey after miri is my village!

we will celebrate Christmas at my village of course! so guys..happy holiday all..after thies, i will post my story from Miri..=)

PARAMORE FEVER!

PARAMORE!! goshh..i really got paramore fever now..really addict to this band..i love all their songs..its so nice and good! really love HAYLEY..she's so adorable..beside, she's cute and funny..i start to collect all their video, their pics and their songs..i wish..i can see their live concert..i wish i can see them live! my favorite song is HALLELUJAH! its so nice..all i can say is..i love PARAMORE! =P

grEat dAy!

wiii~ im so happy today..i've made it! i can sing the Pressure and Karma song...so nice..so cool..so great!they want me to sing this song during the battle of the band in this december.. i really wanna join them..but i cant..T.T..i already go back to Miri that time..this weekend..im going to Miri..T.T..i wish i can join them..i wanna join them !

i dont wanna miss!dont want! dont want! its the great opportunity i ever have..T.T..i hope, next time..i can join them..i really hope 4 that..T.T

oHh~ my nEck !

ouch..my neck..its hurt..uwaa! i cannot look down now..its hurt ! it's hurt because...last nite, i was practice how to carried paramore-pressure song and doing some head bangging..-.-".. ahh~ hurt bha..haiyaa...dont laugh2 at me..i know its stupid but what can i do..ohohoho..another problem today is the CELCOM line..aiya..always cannot send massages because of the line is not good..its so annoying bha..huh! btw,,cant wait for jamming tomorrow! yey!

i miSs thIs timE

*my course mate*

i miss my coursemate a.k.a classmate when i still study in MMC..i miss the class scenario..all the laugher, kacau mengacau time..discussing time, presentation time..study time..oh..i miss it so much..miss to make joke with lecturer and friends..miss when we all share some food or sweet..i remember when lecturer give an assignment to us..last minutes then we will do it and ask from other group some tips bout how to do it..ask whether they have done it or not..go and print it at the library..cheating time Quiz and Midterm..argghh..really miss that time..luckily..one of our lecturer have our picture..i will never forget the moment when i'm in class..so many ragam..FYI..our class is the biggest class in that college..almost 40 student in the class..and our intake *JULAI 2008* is the most biggest amount of student who register in this college..almost 80 student..aww..miss it!

wHy cAnnOt iT bUrn!!

grrrr!! i was trying to burn some music to a disc but always failed!! im so FED UP with this and that ERROR! dammit! y cant just it burn easily as ussual! feel like wanna "POWER RANGERS" this cd burnner..aiyahh! spoil my mud only! grr!

iT's hUrt..T.T

IT'S HURT!! uwaaa...i feel like wanna punch2 my stomach...goshh..why must i have SENGGUGUT during period...im sweaty but i cannot on the fan..if i do on the fan..i feel so2 cold..everything jadi serba x kena..T.T...ouchhh...dear..its hurt..T.T really3 hurt! what should i do?? everytime i'm having my "special" time..always senggugut..aiyoo..pls la sengugut..go away bha from me..u are killing me with ur pain..HELP ME!!

p/s : can anybody tell me how can reduse this senggugut pain?? =.=

tOdaY !

today..i went jogging with my bOo and our friend, man..although at first, it was raining, but then, we can continue jooging after a few minute when the rain stop. i can run untill 2 rounds now and make a push up 50 times..waa..feel happy..after we jogging, me, man n dear go and relax at kedai cina sambil minum2 and share2 story..many funny story that we share while we drink untill man "mengantoikan" obey last nite..i was laughing out loud after i see my bOo try to cover up..i know he lying but its okey..im not mad because he didn't do something stupid behind me..but it was so funny..

when man tell me what they do last nite..my dear looks nervous..1st,i didnt notice it..but then, i was blur why he look nervous, but then i realize that he said he was going to bed last nite..but actually, he was at his cousin's house, lepak2 with his friends..and i was laughing after i realize it..

and now, im in my "special" day..goshh..i really2 dont like this..because i having some senggugut..its hurt so much!!grrrr!! i dont like this pain..huh! cant wait to finish this "special" day..=.="

p/s : please be carefull with girl who had a "special" day because their mode is unpredictable..=.=

f.R.i.E.n.D.s

everyone does have their own bestfriends..so do i..im feel so happy that a fews of my bestie have their own blog..so i can know how they feels now, what they've went trough in their life..and i feel being appreciate because they have mention my name in their blog..aww..sweettt...

u know guys *friends*..i love u all..i miss u guys also..ur place never been replace by any other people..but cyesly..i miss u guys a lot!

my dear friends *SAN,WEWEN,JAS,HENI,NES,GRACE,ERIC,MANDA,YEN,BETH,MEL,JAC,YUS* u guys a very amazing person! for 2 1/2 years i've been study there..we always laughing and crying together..miss that moment so much !

dont throw stone ar..always stay connect to eachother..i always miss u guys..muaahh!!

p/s : friends never been replace!

PARAMORE FEVER..T.T

argghh..my brain tired of remember all the paramore songs..first, BORING BRICK..then DECODE and PRESSURE..i feel so tired..although i really wanna make it..my friends ask me to sing this song during jamming on this Wednesday..they wanna test me..if i can make it, may be they will ask me to join them..

but its really hard for me to remember all the lyrics and all the music..T.T..i've listen to the paramore songs over and over again untill i get confuse which lyric belong to which songs..T.T..BUT!

i have decide it! i will put more effort here..i got a few more days to concur this songs..i want and will make it happen! and i hope they will satisfy with me..if they dont..well..i cant say anything..i'll accept it coz i already try my very best!

p/s :wish me luck!

i fEeL sO dOwn

last nite, i had a bad bad time..i fight with him about something ridiculous..its my fault..i know its my fault..hurm..and it always be my fault..sometimes, i feel so tired of fighting at the same problems.. but..what can i do..we always repeat the same things..that things never end so well..

i really feel so down..i dont know what to do..im tired of this feeling..i dont wanna fight anymore..but as u all know..without fight, ur relationship is not well. every fight makes ur relationship more stronger, because from fight, u learn to improve ur relationship..

p/s : i wish i can meet him and apologize..T.T

L.O.V.E !

LOVE! is the best thing we ever had in our life..LOVE with our Family, LOVE with our GOD, LOVE with our friends and the most specials is LOVE with our special someone..but here..i wanna share a story bout my special one..we met in year 2006, when we both still in form 4..its such a beautiful moment in our life..

we met at my school, when he was joining the Dikir Barat competitions that been organizing by my school..since i met him..things change around me..i learn how to be a good person, learn how to take care of a person..the day when we met each other is the best day that GOD give in my life..

i will always try my very best to be a good girlfriend to him..and i will never stop loving him..and everyday..i always say I LOVE U to him and he also say the same thing to me every day..he always try his best to make my dream come true..one of my dream is receiving a rose from LOVE!

and on valentine day 2009, he give me a purple rose with a chocolate..aww..he's really2 sweet..thanks a lot dear..that was the first time i've receive a rose from a boy..

so now, we still together and we will try to be together forever..we commit to be together untill one of us ask to stop this realtionship..but that will never happen to us..because we both really love each other and already know each other very well and have accepted our weakness and ourself..

to couple out there, TRUST is the most important things in our relationship..if we dont have any trust, our relationship never last for long time..believe me..so many things we've been through too many things together..and that teach us to be more stronger !

p/s : true love only appear once..so appreciate it while u have it ! =)

tiDy uP mY liTtlE roOm

today is holiday for Hari Raya Aidil Adha..so, as usually, boring always inside me..so i do some tidy and cleaning my room since it was very messy *oopss*..i love my room coz it look beutiful..to me lah..and its pink! ahahaa..mostly, i spend most of my day in my room..feel comfortable here..with the aircond, the bed..wahh..mostly i sleep the whole day..ahahaha.in my room, i can do anything...i can cry when i feel sad, i can relax when im tired and i can lepak2..love my room so much! ahahaha

here, i wanna share my room picture..:

i miss my niece..dedeq and odel

time pass so fast..now my niece already grown up..i miss them both..although lama x jumpa...really miss them both..i miss odel with a cute face and quite and dedek with a talkative mouth and so adorable..dedeq just graduate from her nursery and she's dance in her nursery concert..really wanna see her dance..cant wait to go to miri this end of the month to see her..and hopefully, my both brother will be back to village this christmas to celebrate it together..a very long time didn't celebrate chritmas with both of them...to my neice..dedeq and odel..aunty cant wait to see u two..! aunty love u! muah!

p/s : feel old with this "aunty" things..-.-"

siNggIng??

ahahahha! singging?? err.. i love singging but i feel nervous when it come to sing infront of people..my boi's band want to hear my voice sing boring brick by paramore and karma by cokelat..im a little bit confident but the paramore song so tinggi oohh..but i can handle it..only i cant remember the lyric..fuh~ try my best to sing that song! beside! i like singging with live band! ahaha

p/s : wish me gud luck!

yOu'Re bEauTifulL

guys!! this drama! really fun and best! goshh..i've been buzy wathcing this drama so thats why im not blogging for a long time *alasan*..btw..it was a nice drama guys..seriously! im not kidding! well, here i story a bit about this drama..its about a girl name Go Mi Nyiu who has pretend to be her twin brother..Go Mi Nam..she entered a very famous group name A.N.JELL and pretend to be a boy..first, the leader..TeaYung..dont like her but then, slowly he fall in love with her after he know that she is a girl..other group member, Shin Woo and Jeremy also like Go Mi Nam after know her true identity..its was funny, romantic and sad drama..must see guys..i know u will like it as much as i am! really crazy with korean drama now..now im on my way downloading Playfull Kis..sounds fun drama..haha..yeah..

p/s : Korean guys really cute!

bOys oVer fLoweRs

gosshhh..i really like this drama..lots of sad and happy story here..this drama make me realize that, true love doesn't mean to be a lots of happy moment..it need scarifies..its also teach me about life is like a potter..its has been shape, push and been heat at 1300 degree Celsius and it come out with a beautiful result.. life is also like that..we have been through many problems, many challenges but if we though enough, it will be end with a very happy ending..this drama teach me a lot about life..it also make me love my boO more..hoho..beside thats, this drama got alots of hot guys..i love to see the F4..they are quit good looking..really enjoy this drama..

p/s : if u guys watch this drama..the ending make u guys crying all out! ahaha

inSpire mE

this video..really inspire me..now i realize, GOD always be there with me..so do my bOo..everytime i feel like wanna give up, HE will come and raise me up..he will carry me on and walk along with me..HE is my Strength to finish this race..life is a big RACE..we must finish this race even though so much pain, so much challenge, so much trouble and so much problem..i will never give up! chaiyok2 PRIS!