short-hair-girl thought

hey guys. its been a while. i have soooooo many thought in my mind. mostly, what keep bothering me lately is about what will happen in 2014? am i still work with my current company? or do i have to find another jod? when will i work under permanent post? its it 5-7 years from now on? what should i do if i am no more with skmm? will i do well in my interview next week? what will they ask me? what should i learn? 

see, their's soo many thing to think about. im too tired lately. i keep feel heartache and headache. things are goin wild in my mind. i dont know, with who i want to gain courage?  i just cant get a rest. i feel totally down. and im scared to what happen next year. i've been surrounded by people who are not understand me enough and im struggling myself but when im really down, i know, what for sure, God never leave me alone. He know me well. that is why, everytime i see a life like what i've been dreaming for, i always ask myself, when will i feel that. jealous come sometime. but i keep remind my self " God know what u need. HE has prepare everything. Its depend on us, how we get through His plan for our better future. His way is way beyond our expectation and imagination. so, keep faith in HIM" 

dear reader, even if i dont know u, or u dont know me, but i really appreciate it if u wish me luck. thank you :) 

Love is..

pictures explain everything..

dont afraid to be in love after how many time you've been broken-hearted. you may take a rest, but dont give up on love. may be your prince charming/ princess is out there and still searching for u. they sometimes get lost in the wood, but try to find them. true love is not easy to find. its a treasure and you must find it. 

love while you still can love  :)

Sarawakian Unite, Red Sea Created

Sarawak vs Pahang at stadium negeri last weekend again create another new history for me. that was my 1st time, watching live at stadium. its quite fun. seriously, so Fun..and i want againnn. we're singing together, cheering for our team and share the goal moment together. eventho, it was end with a really bad situations, but it still the best. walaupun sarawak sik masuk final, but its okay. they have try their best. cuma nasib tak menyebelahan boyak kali tok.. GB13 really makes the crowd sing. the chanting they make unite all the supporter and sing along. betul2 menaikan semangat sarawakian

we seated next to pahang fans :) *paling hujung*

even supporter from pahang also sing their chanting and i enjoyed their song for their team. team pahang sangat supporting! when we make wave, they also join. but the nicest  moment is when the stadium was full with flash light. rasa macam ada kelip2. so nice!

hp camera flash was everywhere :)

i really wish for the next season, i wish sarawak can make it to the final. and hopefully, every match they held in kch, i will try not to miss it. semangat ngap sayot was all in me. go sarawak go!! doa kami utk sarawak :) peace!

red..red was everywhere

 excitedly bought this things :) ngap sayot forever!

37 missed call

when i woke up this morning, i pick my phone and there was 37 missed call and a few massage and wassap. having a bad night. i know he will call me so i silent the phone because im too mad! thousands time i told him i dont want this and that, but stil, he doesnt want to listen. so i though, if i just ignore him like what he did,i

will feel better.  yeahh..better..only for that moment. but when i read all his msj and wassap, the guiltiness come. adohh. *agik asa nak silent2kan phone tek* but when i remember what he had done, its make me push away my guilty. bahh..not only me yg buat salah here. i guess, its gonna be a bigg fight today..hmmmm

*menyesal pn tak guna*

Bitstrips

ehh..im addicted to this apps. why? because its funny. i really love to create a comic of myself and others. should try it peoples. it seem fun. :) here's what i start with.

seriously, best doeee .hahaha *teruja sakai mode*

Hot Nerd

Have u ever watch the big bang theory and imagine their real look? Well, im quiet shock when im google their real image. They're really hot! I laugh alot while watching that drama. With their fact and funny opinion. They are all smart and funny :) must watch guys :)

Hot Chocolate for a rainy day

Heavy rain outside the window..its kindda cold and the hot Chocolate is the best drink for this cold situation

Talking bout Rainy day... I love rains. Makes me remember when I was in college, my friends and I love to play in the rain! It such a good memories guys. I miss it. It will be so nice right now if u put ur headphone on and turn on some romantic song, and have a cup of chocolate or coffee on this rainy day. While u were lying on the bed, close ur eyes and flashing back all the goodmemories! Ahh.. Nostalgia ;)

How I wish I am on my bed now, with little timi lying right by my side . But unfortunately, its a working day and working hours, so I am right here, at my office and blogging from here. :)

sooooooo, that's it. Im gonna enjoy my hot chocolate and have a nice day readers ;)

Start a healthy life!

Ok..Azam 2013? I really2 wanna lose my weight..I just realise that I'm become more and more " healthier" now which is not really good for me who is still not married yet. Plus, I really wanna look nice and gorgeous on my wedding photo for a next few year. So, if i not start it from this year, I will not get a look like what I want. Exercise? I'm thinking of it. I really wanna jog but still find the right time to do it. To lose weight is not as easier as I thought. I must be strictly discipline my self so ican can do it. I really trying so much hard to lose some. Wish me luck! :)

Dear God

pls bless Spain for this EURO..open a way for them to win this game..may ur mercy and bless be with each of the player..amenn..

Spain!! i will always suppoert u! love u always!! GO SPAIN GO!! viva la vida!

p/s : i miss villa hahha

want u to know this

but if that person is ur world, then...

i dont know what to do..sorry :P :P

Ko Tau ka?

mesti la ko inda tau kan..saya makin tabah bah sekarang...i dont wanna hide my real character infront of people anymore..i wanna be me..it's up to them to accept me as i am or not..tidak ku kesah..saya,saya la..dia,dia la kan..the moral of the story is..jan pernah buat2 baik depan org kalo kita tidak suka sama org itu..dan jan la kita cakap2 org..kita cermin dulu diri sendiri bah..ingat bah..karma itu wujud..what goes arround come around..kalo ko buat baik, kebaikan juga la yg datang..kalo ko buat jahat, sendiri mau ingat la..ok..saja ja saya mau kasi kata2 semangat bagi orang2 yg diluar tu..remember guys, karma always happen..peace!

u know what :

pls noted it ok! haha

p/s : im sexy and i know it :P

excuse me !

TQ ! :)

life is

p/s : so just enjoy..:)

Dream High :)

dear reader, u know, i always dream of this few things and hopefully, i'll get it 1 day..but how??can somebody help me??pretty pls..:P

#1 luxury house

#2 walk-in closet

#3 mini cinema

#4 game-room

#5 mini jamming studio

#6 mini dancing room

#7 FERRARI car

#8

i want my outside view is like this..peace and beautiful..look so calm too..

how i wish i can achieve all of my dream ..but i know, it will only be a dream.hopefully, 1 of my dream will come true if i really work hard for it..chaiyok2 pris..^_^

p/s : the difference between possible and impossible id lies between man determination..if we work hard, with God will, we can achive our dream! :)

yey!

yey..atlast, after my technician fix it, at last the chat box are now availabe!

pls leave some comment on my blog..really appreciate each comment u left there..:)

p/s : love u alls! :D :D

kantoi buat benda tak senonoh !

Blakie watch catporn and been busted! haha..meow2*

p/s : im bored to death here..helppp~

Jaga Tepi Kain?

topik aritok adalah, tepi kain..kacak kan kain atas ya..ya ibarat kain kita dan kain org lain..bagi org yg suka jaga tepi kain org..okey, this 1 adalah untuk anda renung2 kan..

imejin la, u lelah2 jaga tepi kain org..tp kain sendiri, dah koyak..dah x kacak..kitak jaga kain org tek, kain org kacak dijaga kau..mak seh la kerana sudi menjaga tepi kain org lain..sampe kacak dah kain org lain..sik da koyak rabak gik..

tp kesian juak org yg suka jaga tepi kain org tok..koz nya dah gago2,bz jaga kain org lain tek kan..kain sendiri,dah lusuh dah koyak..x terkabir ko mok jaga..kak ya, jahit sana,jahit sini..sik kacak dah rupa kain ya dipolah cam ya..kain org lain dah kacak dijaga ko..

so. pengajaran nya..sebelum jaga tepi kain org, mok atur tepi kain org, kain sediri tangga lok..ok ka sik..koyak ka sik..tp mostly..semua kain x semua perfect..ukiran jak kacak..tp pande2 lah kita menjaga kain kita sendiri agar kain kita kacak gik dari kain org yang lain..

bagi yang suka jaga tepi kain org or memang dah habit n sik dapat dibuang ya..kita harus ucapkam terima kasih kepada dak nya..koz tolong jaga kain kita tek..sampe kain kita dah kacak..daripada kita gago2 jaga tepi kain org lain..bait kita jaga kain kita drik mpun kan..hehehe.

akibat boring tahap nak mampus, aku ciptakan entry tok..if ada org terasa ka, apa ka..sory..ini untuk kita renung2kan je k..supaya kita mengimprove kehidupan kita untuk masa yang akan datang..

there's no one perfect as long as they called human being..:)

peace!

IF ONLY....

nak share 1 movie ni..memang sedih gilerrrrr la....sepanjang aku idup, 1st time aku nagis sepanjang movi ni dipasang (xda la dri pasang muvi jak alu nangis)..ada part2 yang betul2 menyentuh sanubari seorang insan yang mulia seperti aku tok..sedih cta cok..cyes ku..if rating nya per 10..aku kasi 20/10..

kisah nya camtok (sinopsis) :

laki tok nang buzy gilak2 ngan kerja nya..24/7 always kerja..dia ada GF..and GF nya sangat2 memahami sikap nya yg bz tersebut..laki ni always mendahulukan kerja dari gerek nya..so one day, nya mengeluh ngan driver taxi..madah nya sayang gilak2 ngan gerek nya tek, tp sik tauk cam ne mok show sayang nya..sebab nya buzy gilak2 tek nak..tegal gerek nya gi antar fail pake nya present time meeting, nya ilang projek besar ya..so, molah nya moody la tek..sian ngan gerek nya..last2, gerek nya mok minta break..tegal sik tahan dipolah cam ya..laki ya x mok break koz nya sayang gilak2 ngan pompuan ya..time nya kejar pompuan ya (dah naik taxi la GF nya tek )..suddenly taxi ya accident depan mata laki ya..x terbayang sedih nya ngga gerek nya mati depan mata..sedihh....selanjutnya..ngga la movi tersebut keh..ada gik yang terjadi pas ya..

tok trailer nya :



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seriusly..nang sedih kohh..enjoy la cita ya..try la cari keh..rugi mun x ngga..
cita ya molah aku tersedar n always wanna find some time to spend with my love 1..sebelum terlambat..

p/s : penghujung cita ya nang mengejutkan penonton n membuat penonton semakin menagis lagi..:D

Matluthfi90

hey ya guys..this entry i wanna share bout this guys!

err..he's not anyone or somebody to me okeh..hahaha..im just a fan of his video..his video such a funny 1..but it's have it own meaning or moral of the story oo..he's kindda creative thinking..i think..if u guys see his video..it will make u laugh and realize something that u not really care before..seriously! he's an good actor too..haha..must see his video guys!

here's my favorite video made by him :

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enjoy it guys! nice bah..

p/s : hopefully, malaysian people got his message..very meaningfull oo!

dear little girl's boy

dear my boy..

i miss u like crazy here..

how i wish i can be with u rite now

i was thinking, when will we meet again?

u and me, together we both busy..

but seriusly..i realy2 damm missing u rite here,rite now..

once u missing in action..i was looking for u on the spot..

so lonely without ur words..

ONESTLY..im in MISSING MODE WITH U!

boy...u must be responsible here..=P

ily dear !