short-hair-girl thought

hey guys. its been a while. i have soooooo many thought in my mind. mostly, what keep bothering me lately is about what will happen in 2014? am i still work with my current company? or do i have to find another jod? when will i work under permanent post? its it 5-7 years from now on? what should i do if i am no more with skmm? will i do well in my interview next week? what will they ask me? what should i learn? 

see, their's soo many thing to think about. im too tired lately. i keep feel heartache and headache. things are goin wild in my mind. i dont know, with who i want to gain courage?  i just cant get a rest. i feel totally down. and im scared to what happen next year. i've been surrounded by people who are not understand me enough and im struggling myself but when im really down, i know, what for sure, God never leave me alone. He know me well. that is why, everytime i see a life like what i've been dreaming for, i always ask myself, when will i feel that. jealous come sometime. but i keep remind my self " God know what u need. HE has prepare everything. Its depend on us, how we get through His plan for our better future. His way is way beyond our expectation and imagination. so, keep faith in HIM" 

dear reader, even if i dont know u, or u dont know me, but i really appreciate it if u wish me luck. thank you :) 

EZRA

Woot2, just wanna share my new beb. Blue wedges and 10cm high. Fall in love with it in zalora website. Another collection ;)

Love is..

pictures explain everything..

dont afraid to be in love after how many time you've been broken-hearted. you may take a rest, but dont give up on love. may be your prince charming/ princess is out there and still searching for u. they sometimes get lost in the wood, but try to find them. true love is not easy to find. its a treasure and you must find it. 

love while you still can love  :)

Sarawakian Unite, Red Sea Created

Sarawak vs Pahang at stadium negeri last weekend again create another new history for me. that was my 1st time, watching live at stadium. its quite fun. seriously, so Fun..and i want againnn. we're singing together, cheering for our team and share the goal moment together. eventho, it was end with a really bad situations, but it still the best. walaupun sarawak sik masuk final, but its okay. they have try their best. cuma nasib tak menyebelahan boyak kali tok.. GB13 really makes the crowd sing. the chanting they make unite all the supporter and sing along. betul2 menaikan semangat sarawakian

we seated next to pahang fans :) *paling hujung*

even supporter from pahang also sing their chanting and i enjoyed their song for their team. team pahang sangat supporting! when we make wave, they also join. but the nicest  moment is when the stadium was full with flash light. rasa macam ada kelip2. so nice!

hp camera flash was everywhere :)

i really wish for the next season, i wish sarawak can make it to the final. and hopefully, every match they held in kch, i will try not to miss it. semangat ngap sayot was all in me. go sarawak go!! doa kami utk sarawak :) peace!

red..red was everywhere

 excitedly bought this things :) ngap sayot forever!

37 missed call

when i woke up this morning, i pick my phone and there was 37 missed call and a few massage and wassap. having a bad night. i know he will call me so i silent the phone because im too mad! thousands time i told him i dont want this and that, but stil, he doesnt want to listen. so i though, if i just ignore him like what he did,i

will feel better.  yeahh..better..only for that moment. but when i read all his msj and wassap, the guiltiness come. adohh. *agik asa nak silent2kan phone tek* but when i remember what he had done, its make me push away my guilty. bahh..not only me yg buat salah here. i guess, its gonna be a bigg fight today..hmmmm

*menyesal pn tak guna*

Bitstrips

ehh..im addicted to this apps. why? because its funny. i really love to create a comic of myself and others. should try it peoples. it seem fun. :) here's what i start with.

seriously, best doeee .hahaha *teruja sakai mode*

LEODIAN

hello world..may i have your attention pls..ok..ok..i just want to let u guys know something. did u know..in this big2 world, there were a small2 place called UMA BELUR , LEODIAN. where it is? well, it located at sg. asap, belaga, Sarawak. why did i want you guys to know this place? because..it was a beautiful village of Orang Ulu or Kayan Village. it such a peace and nice place for us to escape for a while from the town. here, u guys can feel much peace. every morning, u can hear the rooster waking u up and the birds are singing for u. Uma Belur also provide a homestay for u guys. there's a lot of fun activity they will provide for people who come and stay there. have you ever go and stay at the floating house? yes, they also provide it there. experience it by yourself. its really fun and will give you a better place to have your vacation. u guys can read more about the interesting things at Uma Belun Leodian at here ( http://www.leodianhomestay.com/index.php/en/homestay )

enjoy it guys:)

Rest from sport

What happen to me lately? Why rest from the sport? Well, i've been injured from an accident at home. My leg cant move like before. I have to wait untill next year to come back for sport. Seriously guys, i feel soo sad :( i cant play with my team like before. I really miss be in the team..i really wanna play futsal :(

the last time i fall in love :)

The first time I fell in love was long ago

I didn't know how to give my love at all

The next time I settled for what felt so close

But without romance, you're never gonna fall

After everything I've learned

Now it's finally my turn

This is the last time I'll fall in love

The first time we walked under that starry sky

There was a moment when everything was clear

And I didn't need to ask or even wonder why

Because each question is answered when your near

And I'm wise enough to know

When a miracle unfolds

This is the last time I'll fall in love

Now don't hold back, just let me know

Could I be moving much too fast or way too slow

'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day

To find that once in a lifetime this is it, I'll never be the same

You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words

And now that I've said them, they could never be enough

As far as I can see, there's only you and only me

This is the last time I'll fall in love

Last time I'll fall in love

The last time I'll fall in love

Hello Ramadan Part 2

guys. last night, my colleague brings us pg buka puasa at riversite majestic hotel with our service provider. i ate alot last night. the food was delicious and i really love the tom yam soup because it seriously spicyy! my favourite :) im gonna share what i ate last night here. who know, someday, u guys wanna test their food there.:)

i pick grill lamb, rendang kambing, kacang panjang and terubuk masin (favourite 1)

seriously guys, this tom yam was really spice, i take twice because it superb!

sushi and wasabi in the soy sos

grill prawn, grill beef, satay, kerabu perut lembu and jeruk kedondong

ABC 

agar2 buah. yummy :)

i took this scene infron of my car park. it was so beautiful at night. kuching city :) 

SKMM Raya 2013 Photoshoot

ok guys, what i want to share to day is just a little bit about our Raya Photoshoot. this time, im not wearing any baju kurung because unfortunately, all my baju sudah angkut pg rumah baru. so, i just wear what's left in my closet.  here we are guys. photoshoot! :)

Hot Nerd

Have u ever watch the big bang theory and imagine their real look? Well, im quiet shock when im google their real image. They're really hot! I laugh alot while watching that drama. With their fact and funny opinion. They are all smart and funny :) must watch guys :)

Hot Chocolate for a rainy day

Heavy rain outside the window..its kindda cold and the hot Chocolate is the best drink for this cold situation

Talking bout Rainy day... I love rains. Makes me remember when I was in college, my friends and I love to play in the rain! It such a good memories guys. I miss it. It will be so nice right now if u put ur headphone on and turn on some romantic song, and have a cup of chocolate or coffee on this rainy day. While u were lying on the bed, close ur eyes and flashing back all the goodmemories! Ahh.. Nostalgia ;)

How I wish I am on my bed now, with little timi lying right by my side . But unfortunately, its a working day and working hours, so I am right here, at my office and blogging from here. :)

sooooooo, that's it. Im gonna enjoy my hot chocolate and have a nice day readers ;)

Remembering Corry Monteith a.k.a Finn Hudson

Corry Monteith or more known as Finn Hudson. He such a great lead actor in Glee and the great partner for Racheal (lea) and a great-great singer. he is the one who make me fall in love with Glee. because of finn, i am addicted to Glee. and his love story with racheal really touch my heart and make me wanna know what will happen to their relationship next. i always following glee from season 1 untill season 4. 

for me, Fin was really a good guy, caring, determination, romantic and great actor i know. now, the sudden death of fin really shock the gleek. including me. like the other gleek also, i am so deeply sad and feel so bad for Lea. as we all know, they were about to get married in two weeks from the day that corry die. it was so heartbroken when i watching Glee now. i cant believe Finn is now dead. how i wish he was just stop acting and go to somewhere else in this world. 

i dont know what will happen and how glee gonna overcome the drama now. because glee remind us to finn. and i know, after this, it will be very sad for all the actor and actress especially lea. it will remind them about finn because Fin was the main actor for Glee. sighh. i hope, the glee family will be strong and always pray fro finn. R.I.P Corry. will always remember u because u gave a big impact to us in Glee.

this tribute really make me sad and i really wish "dead finn" was just a drama. :(

Rainbow dress

Olaaaa!! Hey guyss, ok, just wanna shared my new dress that I just bought from online shopping ;) bought it from classy fashion house page. U guys can shopping there too. Grab some nice and lovely dress from there.

Back to dress, okk, casual enough. can use it to the beach or santai2. It's fit me well. Can use it as an office wear. Tak rugi bli. ;)

im'ma heel lover part 2

ahah! new babes in da house! just bought this yesterday. its blue pink heels from something borrowed collection. can use this for office ware and dinner :)

now terbang jugala 70rgt to buy this thinggy. well, it's okay for a heels lover like me :)

no more Finn in Glee :(

" Can u imagine how Lea was counting down the days until he left rehab? She wanted kids very real soon.

Her intentions were to spend the rest of her life w/ Cory & start a family w/ him. She stood by him through everything, & he was just ripped away from her.

This is so sad.

She was planning their wedding and now she has to plan for a funeral instead 

{ suppose to be they were getting married in 2 weeks }

{she was supposed to wear white dress and say "I do," but now she has to wear black dress and say 

"goodbye }

Glee lost Finn.

Gleeks lost their idol.

His mother lost her son.

A woman lost her fiancé.

I can't even imagine what lea is going through right now 

-To all Gleek(s) fandom : just think of this 

"He didn't die, he took the midnight train going anywhere"

"And when you hear thunder ; thats Cory playing the drum""

this post caught my eyes and heart on facebook. its totally sad. R.I.P cory a.k.a Finn and deepest condolence Lea a.k.a rachael. for Gleek fan, its not gonna be the same without fin :(

Hello Ramadhan :)

hello ramadhan! well, this time, our office manage an buka puasa event at BCCK. goshhhh, it was heaven for a food lover! why? because there's a lots of food there. so, its worth to save ur belly tummy for the whole day :) like me! *turut menyimpan perut for that night! it was very enjoying night. where we all makan sampai kenyang gilerrrr :D :D. celebrate our july babies and got some goodies *thanks management! :) couldnt believe that we spend almost 3 hours at bcck last night . woahh!

sooo..letmmeh share what i eat last nite :

this was my first round. sooo, i chose, nasi briyani, lamb, some ohh *i forgot what's that yellow thinggy*, kuih and 2 stick of fruit. just to balance it since i dont pick some veggie :P

second round i chose a lamb shank . they say, must try the lamb shank because its quit popular there. so i give a try. aaannnddddd, its good! must grab it early because its too popular u know. *sik lama jak dh abiss* pour some black pepper sauce on it and dammmm. its so yummehh!. then  i go to the paporita   *i guess. lupak suda nama* stall to grab some because i saw lots of my friends grab it. :P and a manggo puding with a strawberry on the top of it :)

 my third round, i pick non-heavy food. i pick a pineapple with belacan , 3 side dish and of course my favourite food, ikan terubuk masin! yummeh!

  

then, my fourth round : satay kambing and ayam with a lots of kuah and mushroom soup. the mushroom soup very delicious. they add crab in it. nice! seriously, very-very-very sedapp :O

and the birthday cake. chocolate banana. lots of us complain it taste like panadol. haha. but i only eat the chocolate! the banana part, i just left it like that :D ;)

and after that makan-makan time, i was suffering the very2 tight tummy sbb terlampau kenyang that night .moral of the story is, dont eat too much pris !

p/s : pls3 dont think imma  bamm person. its because bukan-slalu-kena-blanja-makan at BCCK . its just for one night only i eat a lot. after that, no more eat like a hungry bear :D :D

im'ma heel lover

hey! new babes in the house now. Something Borrowed. bought it last Thursday cost me about RM60++ 

worth to spend because i love heels! :D

bought it from Zalora. online shopping always my choice. its because i don't like shopping by myself at shopping malls :P