Sarawakian Unite, Red Sea Created

Sarawak vs Pahang at stadium negeri last weekend again create another new history for me. that was my 1st time, watching live at stadium. its quite fun. seriously, so Fun..and i want againnn. we're singing together, cheering for our team and share the goal moment together. eventho, it was end with a really bad situations, but it still the best. walaupun sarawak sik masuk final, but its okay. they have try their best. cuma nasib tak menyebelahan boyak kali tok.. GB13 really makes the crowd sing. the chanting they make unite all the supporter and sing along. betul2 menaikan semangat sarawakian

we seated next to pahang fans :) *paling hujung*

even supporter from pahang also sing their chanting and i enjoyed their song for their team. team pahang sangat supporting! when we make wave, they also join. but the nicest  moment is when the stadium was full with flash light. rasa macam ada kelip2. so nice!

hp camera flash was everywhere :)

i really wish for the next season, i wish sarawak can make it to the final. and hopefully, every match they held in kch, i will try not to miss it. semangat ngap sayot was all in me. go sarawak go!! doa kami utk sarawak :) peace!

red..red was everywhere

 excitedly bought this things :) ngap sayot forever!

37 missed call

when i woke up this morning, i pick my phone and there was 37 missed call and a few massage and wassap. having a bad night. i know he will call me so i silent the phone because im too mad! thousands time i told him i dont want this and that, but stil, he doesnt want to listen. so i though, if i just ignore him like what he did,i

will feel better.  yeahh..better..only for that moment. but when i read all his msj and wassap, the guiltiness come. adohh. *agik asa nak silent2kan phone tek* but when i remember what he had done, its make me push away my guilty. bahh..not only me yg buat salah here. i guess, its gonna be a bigg fight today..hmmmm

*menyesal pn tak guna*

Bitstrips

ehh..im addicted to this apps. why? because its funny. i really love to create a comic of myself and others. should try it peoples. it seem fun. :) here's what i start with.

seriously, best doeee .hahaha *teruja sakai mode*

Remembering Corry Monteith a.k.a Finn Hudson

Corry Monteith or more known as Finn Hudson. He such a great lead actor in Glee and the great partner for Racheal (lea) and a great-great singer. he is the one who make me fall in love with Glee. because of finn, i am addicted to Glee. and his love story with racheal really touch my heart and make me wanna know what will happen to their relationship next. i always following glee from season 1 untill season 4. 

for me, Fin was really a good guy, caring, determination, romantic and great actor i know. now, the sudden death of fin really shock the gleek. including me. like the other gleek also, i am so deeply sad and feel so bad for Lea. as we all know, they were about to get married in two weeks from the day that corry die. it was so heartbroken when i watching Glee now. i cant believe Finn is now dead. how i wish he was just stop acting and go to somewhere else in this world. 

i dont know what will happen and how glee gonna overcome the drama now. because glee remind us to finn. and i know, after this, it will be very sad for all the actor and actress especially lea. it will remind them about finn because Fin was the main actor for Glee. sighh. i hope, the glee family will be strong and always pray fro finn. R.I.P Corry. will always remember u because u gave a big impact to us in Glee.

this tribute really make me sad and i really wish "dead finn" was just a drama. :(

no more Finn in Glee :(

" Can u imagine how Lea was counting down the days until he left rehab? She wanted kids very real soon.

Her intentions were to spend the rest of her life w/ Cory & start a family w/ him. She stood by him through everything, & he was just ripped away from her.

This is so sad.

She was planning their wedding and now she has to plan for a funeral instead 

{ suppose to be they were getting married in 2 weeks }

{she was supposed to wear white dress and say "I do," but now she has to wear black dress and say 

"goodbye }

Glee lost Finn.

Gleeks lost their idol.

His mother lost her son.

A woman lost her fiancé.

I can't even imagine what lea is going through right now 

-To all Gleek(s) fandom : just think of this 

"He didn't die, he took the midnight train going anywhere"

"And when you hear thunder ; thats Cory playing the drum""

this post caught my eyes and heart on facebook. its totally sad. R.I.P cory a.k.a Finn and deepest condolence Lea a.k.a rachael. for Gleek fan, its not gonna be the same without fin :(

hey! its Monday!

its monday again.

*lazy for work

*new week start

*say hi to works

*wake up early eventho eyes dont wanna open

*sighhhh~ works, works, works.

how i wish i can go for some vacations without thinking bout how many days my cuti tinggal -.-"

7th Anniversary!

hey! its our 7 anniversary! being with him for a long time makes me realize i cant live without him now. its getting serious and more serious. we never getting bored with each other. evento sometimes, our relationship going up and down, but we never getting bored with it. people who know us will keep asking "when will you both get married?"..ehemm2..all i can said is, i dont know..:/ its all depend on our budget. for now, we havent find any permenent job yet. but guys, no worries, will inform you when will our day come. i bet, lots of our friend is waiting for our good news. hopefully no more 12th relationship gf-bf anniversary. it will be 1st anniversary for being married couple.*cross-fingger :P. 

what i feel now

 i just wanna cry....

too much pressure

too much problems

too depressing :(

Dear love ;

if there were no words

no way to speak

i would still hear u

if there were no tears

no way to feel inside

i'd still for you

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

u would still have my heart

Until the end of the time

U're all i need 

my love

All of my life 

i have been waiting for

all u give to me

U've opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

In my dreams I coundn't love u more

I will give u my heart

Untill the end of the time

*opps..jiwang!! :P

so Peace

it just so nice..so calm and so peace..with the wind just now..adohh..feel like heaven! got time, will come to this place again! hopefully, can see more nice view every evening..:)

want u to know this

but if that person is ur world, then...

i dont know what to do..sorry :P :P

Ko Tau ka?

mesti la ko inda tau kan..saya makin tabah bah sekarang...i dont wanna hide my real character infront of people anymore..i wanna be me..it's up to them to accept me as i am or not..tidak ku kesah..saya,saya la..dia,dia la kan..the moral of the story is..jan pernah buat2 baik depan org kalo kita tidak suka sama org itu..dan jan la kita cakap2 org..kita cermin dulu diri sendiri bah..ingat bah..karma itu wujud..what goes arround come around..kalo ko buat baik, kebaikan juga la yg datang..kalo ko buat jahat, sendiri mau ingat la..ok..saja ja saya mau kasi kata2 semangat bagi orang2 yg diluar tu..remember guys, karma always happen..peace!

u know what :

pls noted it ok! haha

p/s : im sexy and i know it :P

according to you and me

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you
But according to me I'm beautiful, incredible
According to me I'm funny, irresistible
Everything you ever wanted
Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away
According to you,
I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through my eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me decide
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right

dear blog

ko tau ka saya rasa penat??penat suda sama apa yg saya lalui sekarang..di mana semua benda rasa tak kena.. suda la penat dengan kerja yang berlambak..tambah lagi masalah yang begini..apa lagi yang saya patut buat? penat bah mau buat2 baik..dari dulu sampai sekarang, lansung tak ada satu org pn yang saya boleh percaya..i know what happen behind me, tp saya buat2 tak tau..saya tahan saja..buat bodo saja..sebab sy betul2 tak tauk apa masalah mereka sama saya..apa juga salah saya sama mereka? apa suda saya buat bah..kalo sy ada salah, cakap bah..saya boleh terima..lali ludah saya dengan keadaan ini..mana2 saya pg, slalu macam ni..tah apa la yg saya buat? nak kata saya cakap blakang, tak da juga..sbb saya memang tak ada kawan yg boleh dipercayai pun..i know, kalo saya cakap A nanti..A-Z la yg ditambah2..i've been through that so many time bha..i know and always be ware of people around me..depan org, memang la saya blagak cool..tp blakang tadbir, ko tauk ka apa sy rasa dan tau? hah..tak tau kan..so, kesimpulannya..saya tak nak dengan mudah mempercayai org..prinsip saya, "put yourself in their shoe"..itu ja..senang kan..sebab tu saya tak nak cakap apa2 blakang2..sy tau mcm mana rasa nya..sebab sy slalu kena itu mcm..suda la tak ada tempat mauk sharing masalah..masalah yg sedia ada suda la banyak, bertambah2 lagi masalah ni..lama2 boleh meletup la ini mcm..kan??..sapa2 yg mok cakap blakang, karang la crita kau tu..inda ku kesah bah..kalo ko mok cakap sya jahat, sma saja kita..saya akui, saya memang banyak kekurangan..bukan sempurna pn saya ini..apa2 pn..i'll nener show that im too easy for u ok..sapa yang makan cili, dia la yang terasa pedas nya..penat suda bah saya..ok..tata

*hati sakit tp mampu senyum :) *

p/s : beware of dog (pa kah kena mengena?) hahaha..

proud of being 1 of them..:)

dear reader,

im gonna say that, i really2 proud to be a orang ulu family..just now, we have ort dance practice for this saturday..while we're practice, i feel like i was in my village..suasana sana kan. betul2 macam di kampung.. it's make me miss my village a lot..all the aunties2 and uncles2 making some jokes and laugh together..begitulah gaya kami orang ulu..di mana2 saja sentiasa happening..

the house owner also has prepare some "tea-breake" for us..ini lagi la kasi mengeratkan silatuahim antara satu sama lain..seriously..im having fun with them..:)

i learn a new dance style from this aunties..we all learn their dance..it a bit diffrence from our style..their dance a bit faster and jumpy2..while, our style is more to ayu and slow..:)

thats why we all call orang ulu..but the glass 1 is not alcohol..it's a tea..:)

i just love this keropok..lama suda tak makan ni..masa kecik2, my mom slalu masak..all the memories when i was once a chil come back after 1 bite of this keropok..hahaha

the uncles are playing music for us..such a happening scenario! :)

p/s : just be proud of ur self, ur family and ur race..:)

i....

dear reader..i want u to know that..

i miss my long hair !! and i wanna colour it again..ok..:P

i love them..:)

hey guys..meet my fav. idol group! u-kiss..i love them because they are funny and talented..and also attracted! :) nice to know them here..:)

Soohyun

Real name: Shin Soohyun

Birth date: March 11, 1989

Physical: Height - 181cm / Weight - 69kg

Religion: Christian

my fav. 1..and really2 love him..he's funny, romantic, have a nice voice and cute!

Alexander

Real Name: Alexander / Lee Eusebio

Birth date: July 29, 1988

Active in U-Kiss: 2008-2011

Physical: Height - 182cm / Weight - 63kg

Religion: Christian

xander such a funny guy, he's adorable but always been bullied by other member..haha

Hoon

Real name: Yeo Hoonmin

Birth date: August 16, 1991

Physical: Height - 181cm / Weight - 67kg

Religion: Christian

hoon got great voice..but he;s a bit quiet..he doesnt talk much..may be shy..haha..but he's cute!

Kibum

Real name: Kim Kibum

Birth date: December 29, 1990

Active in U-Kiss: 2008-2011

Physical: Height - 179cm / Weight - 65kg

Family: Parents, older brother

Religion: Christian

jumpy2 person..just like my soohyun! love him and his brother also..:P :P

Kiseop

Real name: Lee Kiseop

Birth date: January 17, 1991

Physical: Heigth - 180cm / Weight - 61kg

Religion: Buddhist

i love this man because he's so funny in this group..besides, he's so talented and hensem!

Kevin

Realname: Kevin Woo

Birth date: November 25, 1991

Physical: Height - 180cm / Weight - 55kg

Religion: Christian

the adorable kevin! nice voice and cute!

Eli

Real name: Kim Kyungjae / Ellison Kim

Birth date: March 13, 1991

Physical: Height - 181cm / Weight - 68kg

Religion: Christian

he's quite boy, sometime funny, shy and hensem!

AJ

Real name: Kim Jaeseop

Birth date: June 04, 1991

Physical: Height - 183cm / Weight - 61kg

Religion: Buddhist

cute and shy..just like eli..

Dongho

Real name: Shin Dongho

Birth date: June 29, 1994

Physical: Height - 178cm / Weight - 62kg

Religion: Christian

the youngest member in this group..he's so adorable, cute and funny! love him!

p/s : isnt they cute! haha :P

nO more Bling2 time :(

no more shining star in my hand...:(

aiyoo..tak da geng lagi nak bersukan..team futsal prempuan dah xda..ada pn tak cukup org..i think, im not going to join any sport this year..i have no more team member..habis pindah..adoi..jeles jugak tgk team2 lain yang ikut sukan..how i wish i can join any game..harap2..geng2 CBG baru yang diambil aktif dalam sukan..dapat performe team lagi..kalau diikutkan team sekarang, memang tak cukup orang..adoii..minggu depan dah Volleyball MAKSAK..teringin nak ikut, tp..no team..tak lama lagi futsal..haishh...

i miss those moment..:(

b4 final..taking picture of our team..i miss this team..:(

what's on my mind?

what's on my mind?

i MISS him!

even-though it only for 1 week..but..

i STILL MISS HIM!

cant wait to see him again..lonely bah..:(

when he's not around. feel like, there's something missing..

and i feel like, incomplete!

adoh..cepatlah hari berlalu!

i feel lonely..:(

haihh~

hais...lots of disappointing things happen lately..workplace,muet,jobs,study..i guess, i am really stress during this whole week..i even dont know how to release my tension out..what i want right now is beautiful beach, with a great sunset..and have my boyfie around me ..dehh..how i wish i can go for some vacations with my lil' love at some beach bah..ngeee~

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even though a lots of stress things is going around, but some happiness things happen..1st, my mr.obey got job, and he works at the same place with me..but attach at library..then..i've receive a good news from my sis..it such a suprise for me..with God's will, something big gonna happen in this year in my family..(amenn..)..and my big browith his mini family will come to Kapit to celebrate CNY with us..it's such a good news for me..

thanks God..in my stressfull moment, YOU give me some good news and make me happy..

ok dear reader, may God bless u and all ur family..for the chinese reader, Happy Chinese New Year..may this year bring a lots of luck for u guys..:D :D

lots of love :

haha..some new me on new year :D :D

p/s : enjoy ur life while u can..:)