what i feel now

 i just wanna cry....

too much pressure

too much problems

too depressing :(

Beauty

when i see beautiful girl out there, i wish i was like them. 

slim..they can fit in any cloth they want

they can wear any dress confidenly

they know how to show their beauty to the world..i wish i am 1 of them..

but im afraid, i may not be beautiful at anybody's eye..

i dont know how to dress up like them

i dont know what fashion should i use?

how i want to set up my hair?

how should i make up?

i rally dont know bout it..

but i try to do my best and put some effort on it

but im glad that some one has see the beauty in me

he found what i dont know how to show to the world.

i may not be beautiful as other girl out there..

but im glad, u found me different from others :)

Dear love ;

if there were no words

no way to speak

i would still hear u

if there were no tears

no way to feel inside

i'd still for you

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

u would still have my heart

Until the end of the time

U're all i need 

my love

All of my life 

i have been waiting for

all u give to me

U've opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

In my dreams I coundn't love u more

I will give u my heart

Untill the end of the time

*opps..jiwang!! :P

Christmas Town :)

hey guys..its Christmas town at spring right now. it such an awesome view to capture.  feels like i was at other place around the world . here it begun. i plan to hunt any Christmas view at any place. sound fun ! well, Christmas is around the conner now. i must be ready to celebrate it. i just cant wait to get back to my village with my boy! 

*my Christmas mode is now turn on :)

little hello there

hey guys..its been a few months i didnt update myblog here..im sorry guys..kindda buzy lately and i dont know what to update actually. im not as rajin as my friends yg ada blog..but i try to share something bout my story here.

hey..yah..thats me now. im a bit chubby here. ahaha! "a bit". many things happen to me since my last update. sorry guys, i dont have time to share it to u before. but..nahh..never mind..i will try to force my self to update something here now ok :)

so guys, will update again next time. if there's is any interesting story from me, i will share it here. wait for it. :)