37 missed call

when i woke up this morning, i pick my phone and there was 37 missed call and a few massage and wassap. having a bad night. i know he will call me so i silent the phone because im too mad! thousands time i told him i dont want this and that, but stil, he doesnt want to listen. so i though, if i just ignore him like what he did,i

will feel better.  yeahh..better..only for that moment. but when i read all his msj and wassap, the guiltiness come. adohh. *agik asa nak silent2kan phone tek* but when i remember what he had done, its make me push away my guilty. bahh..not only me yg buat salah here. i guess, its gonna be a bigg fight today..hmmmm

*menyesal pn tak guna*