nEw lIfe, nEw cHapter!

i wanna open new chapter in my life..after what had happen lately..its the biggest mistake in our relationship..and i cant believe what had happen between us..but now..i already accept his mistake like he do when i did the same mistake last2 year..i try to accept and face the real life now..not everyone perfect..as long as we are human, we still make some mistake..i know it..and thats make me accept the reality..after what had happen..i learn to accept his weakness and his mistake..i know he will never ever do the same mistake again..i know how he feel because i also did the same mistake before and i know how suffering it is..its no use to regret what had happen..now..past is past..i dont wanna think bout it and try to accept it although it was hurt like hell..but i learn to face it.. i know and i believe..he will never ever betray me and do the same mistake again..and so do i..people learn from mistake..like people always say,experience is the best teacher..we will not do it again because we know how it feel..

i dont care what people will say bout him or about us..i trust him..whatever it is,,i still love him..its hard to see he hurt too..i know what he feel and he know mine too..thats make us stronger again..now..we forget and delete that mistake and try to build a beautiful life after this..hope this new year bring us a good moment and make us stronger than before..and no more stupid mistake like that again..

btw..HAPPY NEW YEAR all..have a great and bless life out there! =)

ConFius!

im confius!im stress!im crazy! i have no filing..

all i know and feel now is..nothing!

cOngRatS gUys!

i juz wanna share a bit about my friends here..im very proud of them because they have won the SEJIWA SENADA BATTLE OF THE BAND! and the got 3 best award in their group..best vocalist, best guitarist and also best bassist.. congrats guys..

they play sejati song and also sweet child o mine..they got nice intro on final..everybody enjoy their show..and of coz im so proud of my dear although he didn't get the best drummer tittle but i know he already try his best to be 1..and he's always the best for me..!

CONGRATS MISUNDERSTOOD!

im back after CHRISTMAS!

hi!! im back! hahaa..merry christmas all! im juz coming back from my year-end-vacation..almost 1 month i been away from my home..and now..i wanna share my vacation's story..this christmas is quite boring..coz not many people come back and celebrate christmas at my village..and also so buzy everyday with non-stop work..

and i had some story here..we almost accident when we come back from my village yesterday..my mom's car been crash by a land cruser..actually both wrong..and im the one who drive that time..i was so scared..thanks GOD..we all safe..and almost accident fro 3 times..so dangerous..thanks god again now..we all safely arrive in kapit..

i cant wait to see my dear now..i miss him so much! almost 1 month i didn't see him..=)

btw..MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

hi!

hey guys..its been a long time i didnt post anything here..well..sorry..i have attend the Youth Convention at borneo Tropical rainforest Resort at miri..it such a blessed event..i have learn alot there guys..and i have made new friends..very enjoy and very blessed by Jesus Christ,,after 4 days 3 night we spend there, i have learn so many things..thanks God for that..

now, im blogging at my brother house..i miss my niece so much! she's so cute and playfull..and she's so friendly..she like to playing arround..may be another a few days im here..then, my family will bring me back to my village..i really wanna enjoy at miri first before im going back to my Village..

and of coz i miss my dear so much..hopefully, he doing good there..may God bless him always and take care of him..im done here..so..tadaa..=)

hangging out with the Boys!

today..im hanging out with my boyfriends..awsome! gonna miss them after this..no jamming,no lepaking no laughing with them..last hanging out for this year i think..coz tommorow im leaving to Miri..

today..we all hanging out at waterfront..then, lepak at Open Air..after that, jamming..we all have some fun today..when im with them..i feel happy cause they are funny! i always happy when im going out with my friends!

we'll meet again after christmas! see u soon guys! gonna miss this moment! take care of my boifren! aahaha..

im Leaving Tomorrow..

hi guys..i leaving tomorrow..im going to Miri..a bit sad..

coz im will be far apart from my Mr.Obey..but a bit excited!

im going to meet my niece..Dedeq!

mom say we will use 7am's express..it so early..may be i will use afternoon bus..

then, preparing for youth convention at Borneo Rainforest Resort for 3 days!

i dont bring much things..i just bring a lil cloths..my sis and a lots of

my cousin will join that convention of course..

feel excited bout it.. hopefully we all been blessed..then. next journey after miri is my village!

we will celebrate Christmas at my village of course! so guys..happy holiday all..after thies, i will post my story from Miri..=)