i hope it's work on me!

hey guys, do u know what is that? yes! it's a Alpha Lipid SD II..i just start using it now. i hope it working. i've spend a lots of money on this. i've see many testimony and result of the people who try this things. i hope i can be like the,. im tired of geting more chubby. i want to try a new life with a slim body. i wanna have my old body while im still in secondary school. so, really hope its working on me. :)

now my weight is 69.8kg. im trying to make it 50+ kg. seriously, for this month, im gaining 5kg. before this, on july, my weight was only 65. damm food! why u so attracting me! -.-"

need to reduce this weight!

seriously guys, this ALSDII taste really bad! i almost vomit for the 1st time drink it. but i have to stand it. its for my own health and beauty. i have to drink it 4 times a day * oh god, why u punish me with this taste*  -.-"

cant wait to see the result! will inform u guys again for the next 2 weeks! im still in  my progress! :)

day by day

i really feel like insane day by day..i miss him aaaa loootttsss! 

tears wont stop coming out!

my soul feels so empty..

oh god.. help me be strong!

everyday, my heart feel like been punch by thousand of thousand people.

its really2 hurt. im missing him so badly.

i always ask myself. when will we both meet again? 

i really disappointed with myself..i cant do anything 

when i really struggle to be with him..

i have to be strong! i cant give up.

all i wish is to be with him. always. anywhere. and anytime

like before.

i miss his face, his touch, his laugh, his smile

i miss how he look at me..

oh God, give me the strength i need for all this.. :( 

i miss the moment with him :(

its hurt us a lot

hey guys.. i just dont know..lately i've been so jiwang.. im missing him so badly..we usually going out together. having lunch and tea break together after works. at weekends, we both will goin out with friends. gathering with our buddies. taking picture. laughing and chatting. talk about a lots of things..

but now..eating, going out and teabreak alone. how we wish, we are back together like before. being far apart is so much hurt. by missing each other. and dont know when will we both meet again..

the distance was too far. and im getting lonely without him. :(

i wish you were here with me 

he's there

&

im here

god, i miss him :(

dear god,

i really miss him.

i hate this feeling where i cant do nothing.

im strugle to be with him but i cant do anything!

when will we both meet again?god, help me.

i want him here with me..

 :(

New Life, New People, New Town

hey guys..seem like, it such a long time im not update my blog. ever since i move to the new town. KUCHING!..

for the firts time im moving here, i have so much hard time. only God know, how alone i am. i miss Him, Home and the peacefull life me of while im still at my hometown. what makes it more worse is im all alone. but luckly, he always support me. now, im ok with my new place, new friends, new faces, new work but still the old me :)

im quite busy with my new work. always travel here and there. at list, its make me less think bout hometown , so that i wont missed it so much. my only wish is i just want my life to be balance. want him by my side.

i just want my life to be ok here :)

New Friends and Colleague :)-SKMM Staff

They come and visits me here. I miss them :/

still got them by my side :)

i wish he was here with me :)

eventhough it hard to be here alone, but i still can smile. because i believe in myself. i got their support. and they always be there with me when i need them :)

Bye Kapit, Hello Kuching

ok guys..just wanna say that, i will be in Kuching start from next week..i got new job and will work at kuching..a lots of things to do and think..house, transport, works, place..haiss..but what's make me really reluctantly to leave kapit is, my boi, my family and my friends..so hard for me to go but this is for my future..really hope things get better really soon. i'm waiting for him to come and work at kuching too.

but, i really thanked him for his support eventho it's really hard to read his mind and heart..but he keep support me to go and will come after me . dear God, open a way for us to be together as soon as posible.it hard for being far apart. but i know this will make us more strong in our relationship..:)

work at kuching will be hard for me but i will stay stronger and will try my really best in my new jod..with God will, i will be in Kch for a quite long period. i know God always be with me where ever i go. He has His own reason for giving me this Job and exprience. Thanks God and pls protect me and my family and my mr.obey. :)

p/s : jdi warga kuching again :) :)

so Peace

it just so nice..so calm and so peace..with the wind just now..adohh..feel like heaven! got time, will come to this place again! hopefully, can see more nice view every evening..:)