what i feel now

 i just wanna cry....

too much pressure

too much problems

too depressing :(

Beauty

when i see beautiful girl out there, i wish i was like them. 

slim..they can fit in any cloth they want

they can wear any dress confidenly

they know how to show their beauty to the world..i wish i am 1 of them..

but im afraid, i may not be beautiful at anybody's eye..

i dont know how to dress up like them

i dont know what fashion should i use?

how i want to set up my hair?

how should i make up?

i rally dont know bout it..

but i try to do my best and put some effort on it

but im glad that some one has see the beauty in me

he found what i dont know how to show to the world.

i may not be beautiful as other girl out there..

but im glad, u found me different from others :)

Dear love ;

if there were no words

no way to speak

i would still hear u

if there were no tears

no way to feel inside

i'd still for you

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

u would still have my heart

Until the end of the time

U're all i need 

my love

All of my life 

i have been waiting for

all u give to me

U've opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

In my dreams I coundn't love u more

I will give u my heart

Untill the end of the time

*opps..jiwang!! :P

Christmas Town :)

hey guys..its Christmas town at spring right now. it such an awesome view to capture.  feels like i was at other place around the world . here it begun. i plan to hunt any Christmas view at any place. sound fun ! well, Christmas is around the conner now. i must be ready to celebrate it. i just cant wait to get back to my village with my boy! 

*my Christmas mode is now turn on :)

little hello there

hey guys..its been a few months i didnt update myblog here..im sorry guys..kindda buzy lately and i dont know what to update actually. im not as rajin as my friends yg ada blog..but i try to share something bout my story here.

hey..yah..thats me now. im a bit chubby here. ahaha! "a bit". many things happen to me since my last update. sorry guys, i dont have time to share it to u before. but..nahh..never mind..i will try to force my self to update something here now ok :)

so guys, will update again next time. if there's is any interesting story from me, i will share it here. wait for it. :)

Because i miss u....

 hey boii..because i miss u, i buy this necklace..

i dont think too much. i saw it, i grab it and i pay it..

really2 miss u boy..*sighh* :(

Engagement Day

according to the title..its not mine ok..its my sis engagement day..me? still lamak lagi dooo..ok..i flew back to sibu on 15/9..u guys know what happen on the way me and my cuzzie pg hotel ka? we saw an accident in front of our car. my gaddddd..berdarah jak kepala pemandu motosikel ya..me and cuzzie tergamam jap..nasib nya idup..mun sik?????OMGGG..ok forget bout that. dont wanna remember bout it anymore. i feel so happy dapat jumpa my family..my 2 little princess..odel n felisia ..my siblings and my aunty2 and cousin2. kindda enjoy the day..nothing much to say here. just enjoy the moment with me :)

here the bride&the groom-to-be

*********************************************

my big family..almost complete! wait for my turn! :D

*************************************************

my ear siblings :) elder start from the right

 

*****************************************************

with my 2 little princess! :)

*********************************************

the elder and the youngest! :P

*****************************************************

 ok..single person, sit infront! haha

************************************************************

 the only sisther i have i snow taken! :P

wedding will be on 23 december 2012. i have too many things to settle down. plan to bring and introduce mr. obey this year! :)i just cant wait to go back to asap! hurry days! :P