I miss him

I miss him so badly. Its so frustrated when I miss him so badly, I'm in love with him and when I need him, I cannot see him, even touch him and date with him. How I wish life could be easier for us to be together like before.  I really miss our moment together. I really can't wait to be with him enternity.

1st entry in 2014

Yey or nay??

Hello blog. It's been more than half year I didn't make any entry. I'm too bz struggling with my life. Last entry is about what will happen in 2014 right? So, I'm going to tell u a bit about it. I am no longer works with SKMM. I didn't make it tho. They have some one better then me I guess. Yes, my interview that I mention in last entry, I think I did well. I can answer what they ask and I manage to give my very best of me. I called my family before that. To gain some strength to get tru the day. But, unfortunately, may be god has different plan for me. For the 1st 5 month I'm jobless. But now I'm working again. Different lifestyle then b4. In 5 Jobless month, a lots of feeling and things happen. I've been in my stress up era. Almost giving up and to many pressure come in many different way. But thanks god, I'm going through it awsomely. It's all with god's help. I keep praying for the best. And god answer my prayers. I start working again in May. Very different lifestyle now. Many commitment and many things to pay and do. But I'm doing better then before. Never give up and don't stop praying for what u ask. It may be different from what u want but God know the best for u. Just keep in faith. Hopefully I'm going to be more active in blogg this year. Ahahaha. So, that's it. My intro for this year. Even tho it's a very2 late entry but at least u know what I've been through. :) 

 

                                

                This my current collic . I'm working with them and I feel great full with what I got now.

short-hair-girl thought

hey guys. its been a while. i have soooooo many thought in my mind. mostly, what keep bothering me lately is about what will happen in 2014? am i still work with my current company? or do i have to find another jod? when will i work under permanent post? its it 5-7 years from now on? what should i do if i am no more with skmm? will i do well in my interview next week? what will they ask me? what should i learn? 

see, their's soo many thing to think about. im too tired lately. i keep feel heartache and headache. things are goin wild in my mind. i dont know, with who i want to gain courage?  i just cant get a rest. i feel totally down. and im scared to what happen next year. i've been surrounded by people who are not understand me enough and im struggling myself but when im really down, i know, what for sure, God never leave me alone. He know me well. that is why, everytime i see a life like what i've been dreaming for, i always ask myself, when will i feel that. jealous come sometime. but i keep remind my self " God know what u need. HE has prepare everything. Its depend on us, how we get through His plan for our better future. His way is way beyond our expectation and imagination. so, keep faith in HIM" 

dear reader, even if i dont know u, or u dont know me, but i really appreciate it if u wish me luck. thank you :) 

EZRA

Woot2, just wanna share my new beb. Blue wedges and 10cm high. Fall in love with it in zalora website. Another collection ;)

Love is..

pictures explain everything..

dont afraid to be in love after how many time you've been broken-hearted. you may take a rest, but dont give up on love. may be your prince charming/ princess is out there and still searching for u. they sometimes get lost in the wood, but try to find them. true love is not easy to find. its a treasure and you must find it. 

love while you still can love  :)

Sarawakian Unite, Red Sea Created

Sarawak vs Pahang at stadium negeri last weekend again create another new history for me. that was my 1st time, watching live at stadium. its quite fun. seriously, so Fun..and i want againnn. we're singing together, cheering for our team and share the goal moment together. eventho, it was end with a really bad situations, but it still the best. walaupun sarawak sik masuk final, but its okay. they have try their best. cuma nasib tak menyebelahan boyak kali tok.. GB13 really makes the crowd sing. the chanting they make unite all the supporter and sing along. betul2 menaikan semangat sarawakian

we seated next to pahang fans :) *paling hujung*

even supporter from pahang also sing their chanting and i enjoyed their song for their team. team pahang sangat supporting! when we make wave, they also join. but the nicest  moment is when the stadium was full with flash light. rasa macam ada kelip2. so nice!

hp camera flash was everywhere :)

i really wish for the next season, i wish sarawak can make it to the final. and hopefully, every match they held in kch, i will try not to miss it. semangat ngap sayot was all in me. go sarawak go!! doa kami utk sarawak :) peace!

red..red was everywhere

 excitedly bought this things :) ngap sayot forever!

37 missed call

when i woke up this morning, i pick my phone and there was 37 missed call and a few massage and wassap. having a bad night. i know he will call me so i silent the phone because im too mad! thousands time i told him i dont want this and that, but stil, he doesnt want to listen. so i though, if i just ignore him like what he did,i

will feel better.  yeahh..better..only for that moment. but when i read all his msj and wassap, the guiltiness come. adohh. *agik asa nak silent2kan phone tek* but when i remember what he had done, its make me push away my guilty. bahh..not only me yg buat salah here. i guess, its gonna be a bigg fight today..hmmmm

*menyesal pn tak guna*