My little timi

 

This is my little timi. He's a black and white cat.People who see timi for the first time will ask 'did u buy timi?' 'is timi breed cat?' 'why so big?'. I get this question a lot from people who see him. Well, all i can say is, i take care of timi very well. I gave him a lots of love. Thats why he grew up healty and fluffy. I never tot i will have a cat this early. Yeahh. Because my family is not into a hairy pets thing. I plan to have one when i married or have my own house. But, god see my desire to have one. He send one for me. Some people throw timi away when he was a baby. They throw him at our backyard. I tired to ask my neighbour if they missing their kitten. But no one admit it. So, i decide to pet him. Since nobody want him. I play with him. I fight with him. I mad at him. I sleep with him. Now, he's the most adorable cat i've ever see. His fur is so fluffy and his belly also 'boyot'. He's understanding sometime. And i love him so much! He us now my little bestfriend. He always follow me in the house. He know who's his owner. Timi is the best cat ever because he is my 1st cat that i have by my own. Will try to find him a partner right after i have my own house. I promise u timi. :)

*he such a adorable and playful cat*

Losing some weight!

Yey. I manage to lose a bit weight lately. I think I'm doing it right. I hope can make it until I got the body I want. Kinda tired of being called 'gendut'. I wanna have a curvy body with a bit sexy aset ;). I'm still working on it. Wish me luck!

20 cents!

yey! 20 cent is the main topic for tis entry. why? because "minyak naik lagi 20sen". gedus!!I don't know when, how and what should I do now to save some money for future. since everything is expensive now, how am I going to survive. if before, I spend RM 50 per week for my car oil, now I have to spend RM 60. and I have to save around RM300 just for car oil. no need to say about other expenses. memang naik la. how am I going to marry and buy house now. gaji pun tak naik2. nak cari kerja bukan nya senang. *sigh* malaysia2. what had u done to ur own citizen. hopefully, all of us, I mean citizen unite and against the government. fight until we can have back what we should have. we cannot just pay the taxs but everyday, we faces difficulties in our life paying his and that. stupid leader. always want to kill their own rakyat so they can have a good life.

I miss him

I miss him so badly. Its so frustrated when I miss him so badly, I'm in love with him and when I need him, I cannot see him, even touch him and date with him. How I wish life could be easier for us to be together like before.  I really miss our moment together. I really can't wait to be with him enternity.

1st entry in 2014

Yey or nay??

Hello blog. It's been more than half year I didn't make any entry. I'm too bz struggling with my life. Last entry is about what will happen in 2014 right? So, I'm going to tell u a bit about it. I am no longer works with SKMM. I didn't make it tho. They have some one better then me I guess. Yes, my interview that I mention in last entry, I think I did well. I can answer what they ask and I manage to give my very best of me. I called my family before that. To gain some strength to get tru the day. But, unfortunately, may be god has different plan for me. For the 1st 5 month I'm jobless. But now I'm working again. Different lifestyle then b4. In 5 Jobless month, a lots of feeling and things happen. I've been in my stress up era. Almost giving up and to many pressure come in many different way. But thanks god, I'm going through it awsomely. It's all with god's help. I keep praying for the best. And god answer my prayers. I start working again in May. Very different lifestyle now. Many commitment and many things to pay and do. But I'm doing better then before. Never give up and don't stop praying for what u ask. It may be different from what u want but God know the best for u. Just keep in faith. Hopefully I'm going to be more active in blogg this year. Ahahaha. So, that's it. My intro for this year. Even tho it's a very2 late entry but at least u know what I've been through. :) 

 

                                

                This my current collic . I'm working with them and I feel great full with what I got now.

short-hair-girl thought

hey guys. its been a while. i have soooooo many thought in my mind. mostly, what keep bothering me lately is about what will happen in 2014? am i still work with my current company? or do i have to find another jod? when will i work under permanent post? its it 5-7 years from now on? what should i do if i am no more with skmm? will i do well in my interview next week? what will they ask me? what should i learn? 

see, their's soo many thing to think about. im too tired lately. i keep feel heartache and headache. things are goin wild in my mind. i dont know, with who i want to gain courage?  i just cant get a rest. i feel totally down. and im scared to what happen next year. i've been surrounded by people who are not understand me enough and im struggling myself but when im really down, i know, what for sure, God never leave me alone. He know me well. that is why, everytime i see a life like what i've been dreaming for, i always ask myself, when will i feel that. jealous come sometime. but i keep remind my self " God know what u need. HE has prepare everything. Its depend on us, how we get through His plan for our better future. His way is way beyond our expectation and imagination. so, keep faith in HIM" 

dear reader, even if i dont know u, or u dont know me, but i really appreciate it if u wish me luck. thank you :) 

EZRA

Woot2, just wanna share my new beb. Blue wedges and 10cm high. Fall in love with it in zalora website. Another collection ;)